What if...

In the beginning God decided to display His glory and power. And so He created man; a perfect, sinless creature, capable of reason and love. Relational by nature, fallable by design. Such a creature had never been seen in the Universe - unlike the angels, the principalities and powers, or any creature ever designed; the first of any to be described as embodying the image of God. Perhaps the angels looked on with amazed wonder as they witnessed this thing that God had made wholly for Himself, to walk with Him and talk with Him. To bring Him pleasure and glory.

Then man rejected the Creator who gave him life and breath and chose that which would glorify himself. God proclaimed condemnation on the man and on all his posterity, and the sin itself gripped the soul so tightly that men would forever lust after the corruption that was in their hearts.

But God, who was rich in mercy, instead of damning the whole world, set aside for Himself a remnant of the fallen world and set about His plan of redemption.

OR

God, who would violate no one's will, more specifically, desires for sin, set up an acquiesent plan for those who could overcome their sinful desires to love a holy and just Lord.


In the fullness of time God sent His Son as the ultimate love sacrifice to a lost and dying world. Sufficient to cover any sin and all sin, if only one believes...

OR

...even if one didn't.

That God might call to Himself those whom He set His love on and ensure the security of their eternal souls.

OR

That any who can find the way, earn the right of salvation. God loved no one more than anyone else, nor did He set a special love on Believers. They simply came out ahead of the rest of the pack.

- And yet, how few actually come to the knowledge of Him. -

Because He only chose some to be conformed to the image of His son.

OR

Because He designed everything in the world to be exactly as it would be. Because He created, ordained, foreknew, foresaw and still left the world to this plight - left sinners to fend for their own eternal wellbeing.

To all those in Rome who are loved by God and called to be saints Romans 1:7

And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose Romans 8:28

And those whom he predestined he also called, and those whom he called he also justified, and those whom he justified he also glorified. Romans 8:30

To the church of God that is in Corinth, to those sanctified in Christ Jesus, called to be saints together with all those who in every place call upon the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, both their Lord and ours. I Corinthians 1:2

To those who are called, beloved in God the Father and kept for Jesus Christ. Jude 1:1

His divine power has granted to us all things that pertain to life and godliness, through the knowledge of Him who called us to His own glory and excellence, by which He has granted us His precious and very great promises, so that through them you may become partakers of the divine nature, having escaped from the corruption that is in the world because of sinful desire. I Peter 1:2-4

Things I Am Thankful For:

* Ben's words of wisdom :o)

* Heather's burdens

* A Father who does all things well

* An amazing family and church

* Dee Dee's constant encouragement

* A voice that I might sing His praises

* Good jobs

* Experiencing love that I didn't know could even exist

* The way God made men

* My daddy

Can't Sleep

So sometimes I feel like there's so much that runs around in my mind that I have to get out. Or like right now, I feel like there's absolutely nothing there but there should be...? Not sure. Kinda strange and I think maybe I just shouldn't drink coffee.

I was thinking about how strange it is how much your life can change in a very short amount of time. One day you think you have it all figured out, all the possiblities laid out before you, and a pretty good idea of where you're going and how to get there. Then all at once your world is turned upside down and things that were once certain you begin to doubt. Feelings you had, goals that mattered very much all fade into a background of uncertainty and wonder. "How does that happen?!" I really haven't the slightest idea. Other than to say that whenever you think you have an idea of what's going on, that's the best indication that something big, bad and most likely irrecoverable is going to happen. And so I bid you good luck, poor soul, who thinks he's got it all figured out. Maybe the goal here is to never think you have it all figured out... Not sure. But I feel like my life is a constant series of planning, being blindsided, adjusting, repeat. Not that that's bad or anything. But if you know me, you realize how difficult it is for me to not have the mirage of control. At least a little. Just a little? Please? Fine then. Be that way.

And furthermore, why is that faith - of which all we need is a mustard seed - is so incredibly difficult to come by and even more cumbersome to hold onto? I mean really, if there's one thing you'd think would be learnable, at least at some point, it would be to trust a God who's always provided for you, worked things out marvelously, and has promised not to leave or forsake you. Hmm. There must be something about human nature...

I was thinking about making a list of things that confuse me. Maybe I'll add to this as I come up with more things:
High schoolers
Blood flow in the thoracic cavity
Why the sky is blue
How my hair won't ever do what I want when I want
How exactly to work the bike at work
The essentiality of the gall bladder
The accomplishment of Old Testament salvation
Escatology
Binary Fission
How to spell "experiment"
Economics

I am a bit sore.

I'm pretty sure I have nothing pertinent to say at this point. Unfortunately for you, I will probably continue on for quite a while.

Oh, no probably not. I just got sleepy. And so, I shall go to bed.

Goodnight.